Why Do We Pretend?

There are times where you act like everything is okay. So you try and pretend things didn't go that way. But then you realize it did and Things start going the wrong way. How do you fix it? How do you make it go away? 

Fine. I Admit It. I'm Falling and I Can't find my way. So now what do you have to say? I'm falling because of you. You only see things your way. The way you expect things to go. So when i tell you the truth. You through it out the window. You ignore me. You don't listen to me. All of a sudden your not trying to hear me.

You wanna act this way. Go ahead. But listen to this. The more you ignore me the more you're pushing me. The more you push me the more i grow angry. The more angry i get. The more my heart forgets. It forgets why i ever fell for you. It starts to see the new you. I might be wrong. Not the new you. But maybe the person who you really might be. The one you hid from me when you first approached me. 

Where is that person. Where is that person i fell for. This isn't you. I can't handle you. But it's okay. It doesn't matter. Because you don't know how i feel. You don't know how i feel because I'm only pretending everything is okay. I'm only pretending things didn't go that way. So it's okay. Keep ignoring me that way.