Can't Stop, Refuse To Stop

I cant seem to stop writing. The more I write, the more i start to feel better inside.
This is my forth entry since that night. My pencil can't seem to part with the paper.
My mind is eager to share it's thoughts. I don't know why but i'm just going with the flow.
Maybe it's because i can't seem to let go.

This must be poetry season. I can't believe I'm actually smiling.
I've been looking at this the whole time thinking negative
So why i'm i smiling when i can't see the positive

I guess I'll just keep writing till i figure it out.
I still feel the pain in my chest but it's getting better as i write this
im looking for healing, trying to remove the bad feeling

I couldn't sleep last night. I wonder if i will be able to sleep tonight.
Take my mind of things, give my self a break, from all this hardache
I still can't believe i seen it coming, knowing i had to do something

I didn't work hard enough, because if i did maybe i wouldn't be in this predicament
Love conquers all. I wonder who lied to you. If i make it through this. Then maybe it could be true.
I could write for days on just this one category.

That's exactly what I'm going to do. Let my poetry count the days till i work this through.
Not a day goes by where i don't think of you
Love.
This is what "love" does to you. After this I'm through.